It's all new, pretty and rosy now...
But, what if it wears off soon, and I'm left with nothing but affection and no one to shower it on?
What if I am left with this huge vaccuum, this space, this void...that cannot be filled.
What if I am told that its not worth it any more, its not happening, or its just not there?
What should I do in such a case?
Should I cry and lose all feeling like I did the last time?
Or should I be stronger and move on easily...?!
Maybe I should protect myself this time around, not get carried away and just slow down?
Just take it slow and steady...and not fall hard and flat!
But how does one control such emotions, such feelings, such expectation?
Should I block it in my head and heart?
But like my friend said so recently—life is short, give it a chance.
Maybe I will give it a chance, after all one never knows whats in store for us? So no matter how much we think, ponder and wonder, its all in vain....cause as they say its going to happen anyway...
Quite melancholy I feel right now...
I should snap out of it and be the happy person I am—or am expected to me..
sigh...such a burden expectation is!
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